I've been working all week. It's so tiring. In the space of four days i've worked 32 hours, now i'm too sore and tired to go see Kain tonight. I havent seen kain for ages and i feel really bad about it. I just can't bring myself to get dressed and walk down to the arches to stand about with an aching back, sore feet and really sleepy eyes. especially as i can guess its going to be what has become the usual arsey crowd that kain attract now. Added to that the fact mother and the addicts are playing too...as much as i like scorebag, i dont think they are that good a band... I mean i really like Oh Yeah You Look Quite Nice...but the rest aren't that good. And their fans, well they may possibly be more annoying than kain fans. The people that have started coming to see kain get me really angry. They can't just stand there and watch and dance. They have to push you and jump around on top of you. I don't like this, it gets me angry, and i dont like being angry especially at kain gigs.
Thank god i am off work tomorrow, i really need a day off. Just to go for some shopping and to catch up on some cleaning and things. I did most of the dishes in the flat tonight, which i think might have contributed to my aching back.
I feel so guilty. I should have gone to see Kain... especially after cloudy asking me why i didnt go see his band anymore. It's not like its a conscious decision, things just happen that stop me going now. If they'd been playing last night or tomorrow night, i'd be there.
Tomorrow night will be another spent in the barfly. The Owsley Sunshine are playing, which is great, i haven't seen them in ages! I'm looking forward to going to barfly, it's been really great fun recently. The hardcore four have really blossomed into something resembling a hardcore 20. Jaxie and Iona are always out now! They're the best, i'm glad we met them, they're so lovely. The Craigs always out too, though he's staying in tomorrow preparing himself for figure 5 on saturday night. Ah well.
Holly told me nic armstrong and his thieves are coming to stay on tuesday night. That'll be fun. ha.
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